have you ever sat back and just looked at your life. either in photos, videos or just playback in your mind. ever become amazed at how you got here. or play the what if game and imagine what your life would have been like. its so much easier to complain about your life then to do something about it. im guilty of that. its easy to ignore the little voice in your head that tells you; you dont belong here, you need to move on, just do something about it, stop thinking about it. its simple to just shrug your shoulders to the little things that dont seem like a big deal for the fear of how great your life may change.
these cloud your judgement and you loose track of wants and needs. you downgrade your needs and make yourself think they are just wants and you ignore your wants and tell yourself its not a need. then you build up in your mind that you want something so bad and plan out how everything will happen when you go after it, knowing that life never happens the way you envision it. questioning what is real emotion or feelings and what is just something you created in your head.
is that something you really want or is it something you think you want because you think its going to be amazing. is there something wrong with what you have now or are you just looking for things to be wrong and attack the little things. or is it just boredom of the same old thing and wanted some unplanned random excitement for no reason at all.
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